peace

I randomly smelt this smell 
that felt so familiarly like
her 
and it made my heart stop
and I just felt peace, 

like I felt when I had her in my arms. 

I just stood there in shock
and bliss.
Maybe this is what
acceptance and peace
feels like?

God knows,
but I know
that I can't chase
the winds that carry
her;
they're too fast,
too distant.

I need it,
within me
my own inner peace.