blind

Maybe the truth is
I'm not so evil
after all

Maybe the truth is
I am who I am
by no fault
of my own

I can't grow,
not like this,
if I hate myself
I'll be blind.

I'll be blind.
to the beauty
and the ugly.

I'll be blind.
only seeing
the false creations
of my insanity.

I'll be blind.
but,
I want to see.