drown, to never breathe again.

I feel awfully alone
no solace from another
In a pond I throw a stone
and in it I uncover
a water so deep

My heart enveloped in tar
sees nothing but the familiar,
in the deep water reflecting stars.
In them I see her eyes -
stunningly blue, my very demise.

So, help me, god.
Help me find my way out
as the stone has dragged me
by its shackles
into the deepest depths,
of the cold, cold dark;
and as my lungs fill with water
and my minds empties throughout,
I realise.

I drown, to never breathe again.