cling like a baby

While I listen to music I always daydream
abour her reliving memories of us and wondering how I am
I just realised the reason
It's to cling onto a sort of connection,
to almost keep the emotional bond we had
through little acts of emotional interconnectedness
even after it's ended,
to fantasize about them
is almost a way for myself to delude a connection that no longer exists into being.